im idiot..

well ok~ i dunno why i will feel so upset today..

i can't even control my tears, even thought i kept asking myself
"stop crying idiot!!"

some frens of mine are envious about me
they said they wish to sing in cafe too
everyone encourage me, praise me, some of my best frens even feel proud of me

but y both of u always be the one who oppose me to sing, discourage me to do sth tat everyone encourage me to do so.. why?

well i dun think singing do spoil the image of being a teacher!
wat the hell u mean "风尘女子" (is this the must tat u said this to ur daughter?)
why should i always limit myself from many things since im a teacher?
damn it.. (yeah, i said "damn it", so what?)

i know u never proud of what i have done.. never..